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The Streets in Connecticut

God's Servants at the "Summit Women's Center"

Top Row: Pat McEwen, Nancy Zotti. Bottom Row: Carmen Vazquez, Marilyn Carroll, Flip Benham, Merideth Rainey
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Two Letters From a Grateful Dad
Letter From a Grateful Mom









May 29, 2001

There were 35 prolifers out to the streets today for the unborn babies and their moms. There were three clergy (Pastor Randy, Pastor Miller, Fr. Smith) to represent the church leadership in our community.  The CHS teens came out to pray before school, PTL! We thank God for their faithfulness.

Eleven moms came to abort. Three moms changed their minds. Eight babies were left to die.

The police presence and bubble zone was still in effect. Eight cops, three police cars, one police motorcycle and four police bikes were cruising around 211 Middle Street throughout the morning. Edgar Perez (#1) was at the door. Abortionist Blumenfeld came in at 9:35 a.m. after his chauffeur sped through the stop sign and dropped him off. It's amazing how the police never notice all the traffic violations that all of us see. I think its called "selective enforcement of law." It was reported to me that the police officer on the motorcycle (Cotto, #7) was telling the same women numerous times to not park in the lot where we can offer them reproductive information, but to be dropped off in front of the killing center. When this happened, we were not allowed to offer our community services and other info to these needy women. Shame on those who say they are for women's rights and prevent them from getting the practical resources that they can use. God clearly states in His Word who the police are to be a terror against: "Knowing this: that the law is not made for a righteous person but for the lawless and insubordinate, for the ungodly and for sinners, for the unholy and the profane, for the murderers of fathers and murderers of mothers, for manslayers, for fornicators, for sodomites, for kidnappers, for liars, for perjurers, and if there is any other thing that is contrary to sound doctrine." 1 Timothy 1:9-10.

One of the moms that changed her mind was Afro-American. Her name is Angie. Pray for her. She has three children. She was given literature for help available by prolifers out on the streets. Carmen also got to speak to a Hispanic mom at great length about trying to help her daughter and I had a lengthy talk to a sister of a client, that took all the literature for her.  Donald was on video for them, we had various videographers. We are looking for someone who will be committed and reliable in this area. Please contact us if you fill this description and are willing to video for the cause of Christ two mornings a week.

Please join us on Tuesday and Friday mornings 7 am and on as we continue to "Deliver those who are drawn toward death ..." (Proverbs 24:11a) and "Learn to do good; seek justice, reprove the oppressor, defend the fatherless, plead for the widow." Isaiah 1:17 We meet at the very "gates" of hell on 211 Middle Street ... until the killing stops. Please pray.

For the Least of These,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



May 25, 2001

The saga continued today at 211 Middle Street as the Bridgeport Police Department supplied three city police cars and at least six to seven police officers to enforce Stan Scott's 1997 bubble zone on all of us. Officer K. Greico (#156) was at the door; many other officers (including #412 and #27) were present in their police cars. Even Sergeant C. Leonzi Sr. came there to pay us a visit. We are very popular these days. It's amazing that peaceful prolife citizens that offer community services get all this police watch. Several commands were given for us to move over to the edge of the sidewalk, or off the street after police officers were advised by Patricia. She needs to get her very own police uniform. The worst leaders are those that lead others into sin (1 Kings 15:30, 1 Kings 16:1-7). Pat even had three officers observing us as we watched a large yellow Ryder truck's driver come and pick up three huge boxes of "medical waste" inside the back door of the killing center. I wonder if these were baby parts that they were selling?

Evil people hate God's messages because they speak against sin and undermine their control over people (1 Kings 18:19). Elijah challenged the people to take a stand, but they enjoyed their easy and sinful pleasures and discovered they worshipped a false god and a different gospel (1 Kings 18:21). Patricia swore at Carmen when she was counseling a young mom and later sped through a stop sign on Gold Street, almost running over Millie as her car approached the Summit to drop off the abortionist at 9:30 a.m. None of the police saw this incident, at least three of us did.

There was an article in the Connecticut Post today saying police stepped up security at the center because a telephone threat was received. No date, no time, no details were given about the threat. Sounds awfully coincidental to me that this was reported at this time, but I am glad the police are there to protect us.

Thirty-five prolifers came out to the streets during the course of the morning to pray and reach out to moms in crisis. We had some CHS youth ministering to one of their peers earlier. Pastor Dave and Father Markey were present to represent the clergy. I thank God that there are a few willing to stand for righteousness. We must not let fear or wrong advice lead us away from God. Don't let anyone tell you your actions are not worth the effort. Do what God wants no matter what the cost in time, energy, reputation or resources (1 Kings 12:28). As we read through Kings 14 we see how quickly glory, power, and money disappeared. When the people became spiritually corrupt and immoral (v.24) it was just a short time before they lost everything. Their possessions were more important than God, but without God everything became useless.

The Mexican mom that changed her mind on Tuesday came back today because of pressure from her husband. Praise God she left again. She is eighteen weeks pregnant. Carmen and Betsy spoke to her in Spanish and Carmen drove her home. She is not planning to return, please pray for her. There were eight clinic escorts with Donald on video. We had Nan, Will, Kelly and myself all capturing the activities on video for us.

Eight moms came to abort. One changed her mind (again). We believe seven babies were left to die.

Please join us every Tuesday and Friday as we continually stand for the innocent that are being slaughtered at 211 Middle St. We meet at the very "gates" of hell, 7 a.m. and on... until the killing stops.

For Those Who Cannot Speak,
Marilyn Carroll



May 22, 2001

There were over 20 prolifers out on the streets praying on this windy, rainy and chilly morning. The God of our universe takes residence in us, His people. "O my people, may you live good and perfect lives before the Lord our God, may you always obey his laws and commandments, just as you are doing today." 1 Kings 8:61  Pastor Randy was there with some of the CHS students. Everyone stood and prayed off to the side. We were able to talk to a few of the moms. There were ten "clinic escorts" present with yellow vests on (including four Wescorts and Donald on video). Their main job is to combat our efforts to persuade moms to keep their babies, as we offer them viable help. We had Nancy, Vinny and myself capturing some events of the morning. Abortionist Blumenfeld came in a little late, after 9:30 am.

Seven moms came to abort. One changed her mind. One turned away, leaving five precious babies to die.

Edgar Perez (#1) was on duty at the door. It was very hard to talk to the young moms dropped off in front of the doorway.  We had to speak loud so they could hear us across the line because Stan Scott's injunction was still being issued on all of the prolifers. There were up to five police cars present at one time during the course of the morning. I really believe this is a deterrant to some clients. Who would want to go into a place that is surrounded by police? It surely symbolizes that something is wrong. I think it is a shame that all these police officers have nothing more important to do. What a waste of taxpayer's money! If they were inside the killing center trying to save the babies' lives, then that would be a different story. Something is definitely wrong with this picture. Woe to us, America.

"And I sought a man among them who should build up a wall and stand in the gap before Me for the land, that I should not destroy it, but found none." Ezekial 22:30

The mom that changed her mind is 21 years old. She is Mexican and 16 weeks pregnant. She spoke Spanish with Carmen. She was dropped off across the street from the center and we were able to share information with her. We gave her Spanish literature and showed her pictures of her baby's development. Carmen took her to meet another Hispanic speaking mom that could share with her what happened to her at the mill. When Carmen took Leonarda home, it was so ironic that she lives next door to baby Rosa's mom, Claudia. They are both Mexican and can understand each other very well. Now Claudia will be able to help Leonarda. What a small world. God is so good!

I hope to see all of you who have been M.I.A. (missing in action) on Friday morning. We meet 7 a.m. and on at the very "gates of hell" where God's little "image-bearers" are sentenced to die. We, the Church of Jesus Christ, continue to stand for righteousness... until the killing stops!

For the Least of These,
Marilyn Carroll



May 18, 2001

Bubble Zone Enforced Unjustly On Prolifers

Police at left, prolifers at right When we arrived at the abortuary this morning we were surprised to see numerous police present. There were a total of eight police officers, four police cars, two police bikes and one police motorcycle during the course of the morning. It represented the scene of the crimes of mass murder very well. Only they weren't there for the babies that were being killed today, they were there to see that the prolifers could not persuade Moms to keep Donald their babies alive. This injunction was issued for Stanley Scott years ago, not for us. It seems the pro-aborts convinced the police that this violation of freedom was for us too.

There were 45 prolifers out to pray today. Youth from CHS came with one of their teachers before school and Fr. Markey and Pastor Dave were there to represent the clergy.  There were nine "clinic escorts"

Abortionist Blumenfeld arrives
Abortionist Blumenfeld arrives.
including three Wesleyan students. Donald was on video for them and we had Joe N. and Will. I did some videoing myself at the end of the morning. The escorts, especially Patricia, were louder and feistier than ever! Pat drove Abortionist Blumenfeld to the door around 9:30 a.m.

Eleven moms came to abort. Five turned-away. We believe that six babies were left to die.

I surmise the police presence was a major deterrent to some of the clients. The "new rules" limited our time with the moms. It was harder to talk privately to them in the doorway. We had to speak louder than usual so they could hear us over the twenty-eight foot line. We had some women there after the abortions for post abortion counseling and literature distribution. It was hindered because of the "new rules" but some literature was passed out.

Hope to see you all at "the gates" as we continue to stand for righteousness... until the killing stops.

Abortion will end because Jesus is King (1 Tim. 6:15 "For in due season Christ will be revealed from Heaven by the blessed and Almighty God, the King of kings and Lord of lords.")

For His Service,
Marilyn Carroll



May 15, 2001

THREE MORE BABIES SAVED IN BRIDGEPORT

We just want to thank God for moving so mightily at the killing center today and we give Him all the glory for the three lives that were saved today from slaughter.  We also praise God for the good report that Dave Lackey's brain tumor is not malignant and we praise God for Lainey's salvation. She is one of the prolife moms from years back who called Sunday night and received Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior. She plans to come to church this Sunday, so please pray that all goes well and she comes to know Jesus in a real way in her life and her son Mikie's life. "The reapers will be paid good wages and will be gathering eternal souls into the granaries of heaven! What joys await the sower and the reaper, both together!" John 4:36.

Over 40 prolifers were out having church on the streets today. "For it's not where we worship that counts, but how we worship -- " John 4:22a  Pastor Randy brought a prayerful group before school. Their presence makes such an impact on those who see them. They are the Joshua generation, bringing truth and honor with them everywhere they go. We thank our Lord for them and the mighty witness they are for all who see. Pastor Miller and Father Smith were also there to represent the clergy of our local churches.

There were a total of nine "deathscorts" hustling moms in to abort their babies. Abortionist Blumenfeld came in to do his grizzly business at 9:30 a.m. He told Millie he looks better in person than in pictures as she snapped a few. Rumor has it that Abortionist Shubb is done. PTL! I hope he has repented and made Jesus his Lord, please pray for this man. Edgar Perez (#1) was our normal police officer for Tuesday. Please pray for him, too. Joe N. and Will were on video for us. They had Pat's husband, Don, on video for them.

Thirteen moms came to abort.  Two came in a state van from jail. One couple changed their minds before going in. They were spoken to in their cars in the parking lot.  They studied the huge signs of life verses death by abortion. "A picture speaks a thousand words." They changed their minds and left. Another mom, Christina, changed her mind. She got an ultra-sound of her baby and showed it to us. Her baby is 18 weeks old. Her baby is 8-10 inches long and weighs a half of a pound or more. The ears are functioning and the baby hears quite a bit. Another mom, from Stamford, changed her mind and came out front to wait for a ride. We don't know much detail about her, but she told us she definitely changed her mind and was not going to abort. We had women to minister to the moms coming out after the abortions, too, today. Lots of prolife and gospel literature was distributed. We sadly believe ten babies were killed today at 211 Middle Street.

Please come out to the streets every Tuesday and Friday (7 a.m. and on)... until the killing stops.

The abortion holocaust will stop when the Church of Jesus Christ makes up her mind to not sit idly by.

"Abortion is not the unforgivable sin. What is unforgivable is when the culture accepts this as acceptable...
(God says) "I'm very patient with My people and I love you, but what goes on (killing children) in a place like this is something I will not tolerate"... Taking the blood of an innocent for the sake of one's own personal gain is beyond what God is patient enough to bear. Some may be guilty of this, some may be completely innocent, but finally God says, .... God loves innocents." Ray Vander Lan, in "Innocent Blood" from That The World May Know film series, Focus on the Family.

Prayerfully Yours,
Marilyn Carroll



May 11, 2001

THREE BABIES SAVED

Around 50 caring people came out to the streets to intercede for the precious babies that were sentenced to die at our local abortuary.  Moms and children were there to participate in the Mother's Heart prayer vigil. Prayer was led by clergy including Pastor Dave, Father Markey, Father Smith and Father Powers. My granddaughter Colbi, 8, was there to help pass out roses with the other children (Jane, Mary) to Moms entering the mill. We had pink and blue baby balloons to symbolize life.

Edward Goulding (#86) was the police officer on duty for the killing center. Donald was on video for them and we had Joe N. and Will for us.

Seventeen moms came to abort. Three changed their minds. Three turned away. We believe that eleven babies were left to die!

One of the young moms that went in (around 15 years old) was with her mother. Carmen spoke to the daughter and Millie spoke to the mother. The escort told the baby's grandmother not to talk to Millie, that she was a protester. Millie said "No, we are here to help you. My friend got hurt in here." Millie gave them a #800 business card for help. We are so glad they changed their mind and came out of the mill later on without killing their baby.

Another couple going in said they were just going for an ultra-sound came back out. They took the information for help.

One of the dads in the car took all the information. Three moms of dead babies took information for help after the abortions.

Michelle was calling to one of the moms from the window. This was the first mom there that Colbi gave the rose to in the vestibule at 7 a.m. She was on the phone crying and looking out the window at the signs of life and death and at the balloons to celebrate life. We hope she did not go through with the abortion.

Another woman came to pick up her friend who had an appointment to kill her baby. The friend came out and said she was not in there. Our prayers are heard for the moms that have appointments. We hope that this mom heard the tug of the Holy Spirit and changed her mind for good.

One of the moms told me she changed her mind, was pregnant and decided to keep her baby. I wanted to offer her help but it was very difficult with Pat and Scott coercing her and telling the cop I was harassing her. When this happens I just verbally tell them to call the Hopeline if they need anything. "Blessed are those who have been persecuted for the sake of righteousness." Matthew 5:10.

Another girl that changed her mind left with her friend. She was surrounded by "deathscorts". She did take a rose and a Hopeline business card for help.

"Can wicked leaders who use the law to do unlawful things claim that God is on their side?
They join forces to take the lives of righteous people.
They condemn innocent people to death.
But the Lord is my fortress; My God is a mighty rock where I can hide.
He has turned their own wickedness against them.
He will destroy them because of their sins.
The Lord our God will destroy them. " Psalm 94:22, 23

Hope to see all our local people at the very "gates of Hell" on 211 Middle Street every Tuesday and Friday until the killing stops. When the heart of the Church is right and hates the shedding of innocent blood like God hates it, this wicked place will close down.

For His Glory,
Marilyn Carroll



May 4, 2001

APRIL STATS - SIX BABIES SAVED AND TEN TURN-AWAYS

Thirty-five praying Christians came out to the streets today outside of Summit "abortuary" on 211 Middle Street. "The spirit of God has given us no cowardly spirit." 2 Timothy 1:7

There were three priests (Markey, Smith, Powers) and one Pastor (Dave) to represent the clergy of our local community. Some CHS students were out before school. Popular teacher, speaker, and author Howard Hendricks warns The Church about "enshrining" the gospel in a church building. He wrote "I can't find anything of Scripture that commands a lost person to go to church; I know a lot of Scripture that commands believers to go into a lost world."

Fourteen "deathscorts" were present trying to combat the efforts of sidewalk counselors to persuade moms to reconsider their intent to kill their children. We had Millie and Anne on video. We captured numerous maneuvers and tactics by the pro-aborts that we would never be allowed to do. We even captured a so-called federal employee speaking with Patricia and giving our camera person the finger. She threatened arrest to the prolifers. Later on Pat was showing Scott literature about "tolerance" in the schools, we know what that is all about (tolerating what God calls sin).  Officer Barnum was on duty and Donald (Pat's husband) was on video for them.

Twelve moms came to abort. We had one baby saved and two or three turn-aways.   We calculate this to eight or nine dead babies.  The baby that was saved was five months old. He or she is about twelve inches long. The mother definitely feels movement. If a sound is loud or startling, the baby may leap in the womb! The mom came at 8 a.m. She is hispanic and 22 years old. She did not know that they did not do abortions at five months at the Bridgeport mill. She had told the Spanish counselor on the phone that she was four months. That was fine. But at twenty weeks, the clinic did not want to take any more risks. The botched abortion they did in September was twenty weeks. I know that young mom wishes they turned her away! She is maimed for life and can never have children again.  Father Markey and Carmen got to talk and pray in Spanish with this crying mom. We gave her all the resource information and she decided not to go any where else to have her baby killed. Carmen got her name and number and will do follow-up. We gave her our last pair of baby booties and a video to take home to watch on abortion.

We had a good group of women out yesterday to minister to the moms after the abortions until 1 p.m. Five of the moms took literature and some were prayed with. I want to encourage Moms to bring their children out. It makes such an impact for the parents going into the mill to see live children outside. Friday, May 11, we will have a Mother's Heart Prayer Vigil to commemorate Mother's Day next Sunday. Please bring any scriptures or testimonies you would like to share on motherhood. It will start at 7 a.m. and go to 9:30 a.m. "You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit - that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in my name." John 15:16

With Prayers for Life,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



May 1, 2001

There were well over 40 Lifers on the streets today. The CHS youth came to pray before school. We thank God for them and their fine example to others. Fifteen moms came to abort. One couple did not even go in. They pulled up around 8:30 am. The escorts went up to their car but they told them to get away. Carmen was able to talk to them a little later. She shared the info about the abortionists and the center. She gave them newspaper articles and told them about the botched abortion in September. The couple was very surprised to hear all this. After listening they said "let's go!" and changed their minds. PTL! One save and four turn-aways. This calculates to ten dead babies. Shame. Jasmine was going to be around for post abortion counseling.

Twelve "deathscorts" were on duty. Edgar Perez (police officer #1) was at the door of the killing center. Please keep this officer and all the abortion providers on your prayer lists for salvation. Abortionist Shubb came in to do his grizzly work around 9:30 am covering his face with his baseball cap. Donald was on video for them and we had Joe N. and Will for us. There were three clergy to represent the leadership of the church (Fr. Smith, Pastor Miller and Pastor Randy). We see tremendous hypocrisy with church leaders in America. I just heard this message below from Mark Crutcher's Southern Baptist Pastor, Dr. Ray Bandi:

What if you and a friend were looking out your window and saw a young girl (13 years old) walking down the street near an open field? A car pulls up next to her with a bunch of teenage boys. They get out of the car and start pulling her clothes off, beat and hurt her until she is dead. We are looking out the window, two grown healthy adults. The police come looking for witnesses. "Did you see anything?" "Yes, we saw the whole thing." "Why didn't you do anything?" Even though you didn't ask for it, you share in the blame. You are both Christians and you didn't do anything because you did not feel "led" to. You say you were opposed to what happened, but did not feel "led" to get involved, so you just sat back and prayed for the young girl and prayed the young men would have a change of heart and stop. Does that "let you off the hook?"

Jesus commands us we are to be "salt & light". Salt is to stop the moral decay wherever we see it. We are to be involved everywhere, every time, and in every way that we can, with abortion and with any other ethical problem. As extreme as the word picture above sounds it is no different than what goes on with abortion everyday. The response is the same, too, in 99.9% of the Christian churches (not the pro-abort churches). These churches speak the loudest against abortion but do nothing. They are theologically liberal and they are worried about their popularity. Pastors don't want their parishioners to feel uncomfortable. What good is having a church full of people if they are not hearing the full gospel of Christ? Matthew 25 speaks about separating the sheep from the goats. Jesus said in verse 40 - "whatever you do unto the least of these you do to me." Abortion silent pastors are cowards.

Please come and invite others to come every Tuesday and Friday until the killing stops!


Carmen went to visit one of the new moms, Lucy, today to bring her baby food, formula, diapers etc. Lucy told Carmen about the multi-color booties that Carmen had given her the day she left and changed her mind about getting an abortion. Lucy's ten year old daughter later found the booties in her mom's purse and wanted them for her doll. Her mom said "no" and proceeded to tell her daughter and husband that she was pregnant and that those were for their new baby that's coming. They were all so happy and excited. In days past, Lucy was having second thoughts and contemplating the abortion again, but because she had those booties and her husband and daughter already knew, she felt really convicted that she could not do it. PTL!

For the Least of These,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



April 27, 2001

Today we had an exciting day at the mill. One of the men clients recklessly pulled right up on the sidewalk to drop off his woman in the very doorway of the killing center. There were adults and Brian's little girl praying off to the side of the sidewalk. Police officer Jorge Cintron (#708) ran over to his car and asked him what he thought he was doing! He did not even have a license. He was told by the officer to pull over down the street. He was later hand-cuffed and taken to the police station in a police car. It was overheard that he was charged with "child endangerment" and "assault three". The young man was very rowdy towards the policeman. The "deathscorts" were trying to defend him and saying we provoked him to take that action. I know I did not even go near the car. Carmen just happened to be on that side of the building and spoke with the mom after the car was already up on the sidewalk and the passenger door opened to the entranceway of the mill.

Some of the new moms we are discipling were out on the streets today.
Fifty prolifers were out on the streets praying and pleading with parents not to kill their children. The CHS students were there with their teacher bright and early, lifting their prayers before the Lord. Three clergy were present (Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, Pastor Dave). Nineteen moms came at baby killing time. Two turned away; we could not even get near them to ask if they changed their minds. The clinic "deathscorts" made a human circle around them to their cars. The pro-aborts stopped us from offering the young moms some tangible help. This hypocritical action really exposes the lie of "pro-choice." If they were really "pro-choice", which we all know they aren't, then why would the abortion providers be so adamant about keeping alternatives and resources from the women? Abortionist Blumenfeld and his assistant were dropped off at the front door by his chauffeur, Patricia, around 9:30 am. There were thirteen "deathscorts" (including four Wesleyan students who drive well over an hour to be there by 7 am in the morning).

When God commands us in the sixth commandment "Thou shalt not kill" - He means it! "Obedience is far better than sacrifice. He is much more interested in your listening to Him than in your offering the fat of rams to Him. For rebellion is as bad as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as bad as worshipping idols." 1 Samuel 15:22-23 "Men judge by outward appearance, but I (GOD) look at a man's thoughts and intentions." 1 Samuel 16:7b

Tiffany came at 10:30 am to minister to those leaving the death camp after the killing procedures. She was able to minister to five women and gave them literature. She also prayed with three (Terry, Felicia, and Terrana). One of these women was the lady that was standing in the doorway with the orange and black tiger skirt. Escort Betsy tried her best to keep Carmen from speaking to her about the truth. Sad to say, it seems that seventeen precious babies were left to die an excruciating death on 211 Middle Street today.

Hope to see you all back out on the streets next week, Tuesday and Friday... until the killing stops.

If we keep pleading before our God to end this abomination, I know in my heart He hears and He will answer our prayers. "I'm going to see that she gets justice, for she is wearing me out and with her constant coming." Luke 18:5  Persistence pays off. I believe God is just waiting for the heart of His church to be repentive and hate the shedding of innocent blood like He hates it.

All For Him,
Marilyn Carroll



April 25, 2001

Today we had over thirty prolifers out on the streets. It was a bit chilly compared to yesterday. We had a 40 degree drop in temperature, but we were not as cold as the precious babies that will be ripped out from their mothers' warm wombs. We thank God for the committed youth and staff at CHS that came out to pray today before school. Bryan was there with his guitar leading the group in praises to our Lord. I hope we can get more musicians and singers out to have church on the streets. We need to get Operation Full Court Press up and working again. We know the demons just hate the praises of God's people and they flee! "I beseech you therefore brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is good, and acceptable and perfect will of God." Romans 12:1-2

There were eleven "deathscorts" (including four Wescorts) to assist moms in the conspiracy to have their children killed. Carmen, Vinny and I were of the few sidewalk counselors present. Kelly and Will were on video for us and they had Scott on video for them. Seventeen moms went in to abort and I don't know of any that changed their minds. We mourn for these seventeen children that were created in the image of God. I know God had a purpose and plan for every life. I pray that these babies know they were not alone. We were there for them, standing in the gap and pleading for their lives. Lord have mercy on us. "A great civilization is not conquered from without until it has destroyed itself within. The essential causes of Rome's decline lay in her people, her morals. her class struggle, her failing trade, her bureaucratic despotism, her stifling taxes, her consuming wars." Will Durant While we are a people of good will, we confuse that with lack of will. I know we don't mean to be ungrateful, but we have become spoiled and lazy in our thankfulness for His great love. The future of America hinges on the effectiveness of our methods and message to bring the truth of the gospel to a lost and dying people.

"Wherewith shall I come before the Lord, and bow myself before the high God? Shall I come before Him with thousands of rams, or with ten thousands of rivers of oil? Shall I give my first born for my transgressions, the fruit of my body for sin of my soul? He hath showed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the Lord require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?" Micah 6:6.

We are looking for some uniformed veterans who will participate in a Memorial Day service. You all took an oath to protect your nation, foreign and domestic. This enemy is far more insidious than any enemy overseas. We have an enemy within savaging our children who has killed more than one third of our nation's children in the last 28 years. It's time for men to return to the exposed places and speak for those who cannot speak for themselves. "He will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers; or else I will come and strike the land with a curse." Malachi 4:6

I hope to see you ALL again on Friday ... at the very gates of hell  .... where all the lost souls end up where they should not be.  Until the killing stops,

Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



April 24, 2001

NO BABIES KILLED TODAY IN BRIDGEPORT

Over 35 prolifers were out on the streets in front of the Summit abortuary this morning. We are glad no babies were killed today, but sad that they will be open for their grizzly business tomorrow, instead. Please come. Officer Edgar Peres (#1) was there. He did not even know the mill was to be closed. We did get to speak to two clients, so pray that the information they received and the prayers that went up to the Lord will stop these parents and the others from having their children butchered. We had Nancy and Will on video, and Fr. Smith was there to represent the clergy of our local area.

Until the killing stops....

We have Jesus' eternal promise, "I will not leave you....I will come to you" John 14:18. He gives a message of eternal hope and not despair -- of eternal light and not darkness! We need to share this gospel with the lost and needy on the streets.

For the Least of These,
Marilyn Carroll



April 20, 2001

There were almost 50 prayer warriors out on the streets today at Connecticut's most well-known abortuary, The Summit Women's Center, 211 Middle Street, Bridgeport. Father Markey and Father Smith along with three nuns had a large group (mostly youth) praying for the moms as they entered the mill. Praise be to God, the prayers of the saints were heard and one precious baby was saved.

This Spanish couple had come about 6:30am and Millie was there bright and early to minister to them. She spoke to them in Spanish and gave her own testimony. She told the young couple all the information she knew and gave them literature. The father of the baby was convicted and knew this decision was a wrong one. They said they had no money and the young mom went in crying around 6:55 a.m. Well, Millie did not forget about them during the course of the morning and they were prayed for. They finally came out of the mill around 9:15 a.m. Carmen gave the dad her business card and I gave the mom a Spanish information packet. The head deathscort, Patricia, was very upset that they changed their minds and that they were talking to us. Father Markey assured them in Spanish that there was help available. The police officer Barnum (#32) told Carmen she could not talk to them on the street side with the door open. He also told Carmen earlier that she was too close to a client walking in. This is so ridiculous. The deathscorts can grab the clients' arms and pull them in the mill but when we are walking next to them talking, then we are too close?

Nineteen moms came at abortion time. One changed her mind, one turned-away, leaving seventeen babies to die!

Abortionist Blumenfeld was in today for the second trimester "procedures." He is reportedly on five year probation with four formal complaints. He cannot operate solo, he must have an assistant to the crime. This is a very sad day. Seventeen lives that God created in His image, with a purpose and a plan were just ripped apart and killed for the selfish sake of convenience. SHAME ON US AMERICA, THAT WE ALLOW THIS IN OUR NATION! There were nine deathscorts (including 4 Wescorts). This is what they are teaching the students in our universities.

"So when you spread out your hands in prayer, I will hide My eyes from you, Yes, even though you multiply prayers, I will not listen. Your hands are covered with blood." Isaiah 1:15

Please meet us at the very gates of hell every Tuesday and Friday morning until the killing stops!

In His Service,
Marilyn Carroll



April 17, 2001

Unto thy seed (children) will I give it: And I will send an angel before thee; and I will drive out the (ungodly). Exodus 33:1,2  We are the Body of Christ. We are His hands and His feet. We pray that the Lord sends His angels to prepare a way for us to do His work on the streets of Bridgeport. Today eleven moms came to abort. Over 30 prolifers prayed and pleaded for innocent babies not to die during the course of the morning. "He will keep the feet of His saints, and the wicked shall be silent (silenced) in darkness: for by strength shall no man prevail". 1 Sam. 2:9

The church needs prophetic courage to come out on the streets and stand for righteousness. If the Church of Jesus Christ is not there, then who will be? "Do for others what you want them to do to you." Matt. 7:12 The moms started going into the killing center at 7 am and by 7:45 am they were practically all in. Abortionist Shubb, covering his face, entered the death camp around 9 a.m. "It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God." Heb.. 10:31 We asked our Lord to give the moms and dads the instincts of parental love to protect their children and not want to kill them. We prayed that someway, somehow these precious lives would be spared. I only know of one turn-away which calculates to ten dead babies.

Eleven deathscorts laid down their flesh to get up bright and early this morning to combat the efforts of a remnant of Christians that were out on the streets trying to persuade moms not to have their children killed. Some deathscorts are college students (Wescorts) that drive an hour and a half to get to the mill by 7 a.m. (Where are all the Christians?) Edgar Perez (#1) was the police officer on duty for the mill standing guard at the front door. Patricia's husband, Donald, was on video for the abortion industry at an early 6:30 am. We had Nancy a bit and Will on video for us. "But ye brethren, be not weary in well doing ,... Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap... As we therefore have opportunity, let us do good to all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith". 2Thes. 3:13,7,10

Father Smith and Pastor Miller were there to represent the clergy of our local churches. Sidewalk counselors tried hard to bring the Gospel of Life to the lost and the needy. "Behold, I send you forth as lambs among wolves. The harvest truly is great, but the laborers few." Luke 10:3,2 "Whosoever shall receive this child in my name receiveth me." Luke 9:48 

PLEASE JOIN US at the very "gates of hell" every Tuesday and Friday morning until the killing stops!

For the Children and His Church,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



April 13, 2001

There were over 35 saints out on the streets today to stand for the babies who were sentenced to die the same day our Lord died for

us. Rev. and Mrs. Bulkley were there with the baby casket to commemorate all the innocent babies killed in that death camp on 211 Middle Street, Bridgeport. Today was quite a special day; Dr. Nolan was there to reach
Kelly Vazquez, Bailey Benham, Cori Rowland, and Lori Benham
out to the moms, Flip's daughter-in-law Lori was sidewalk counseling, and Millie came to join our team. "Come now, let us reason together, says the LORD." Isaiah 1:18

I give our Lord and Savior Jesus all the glory for waking up the church in our community to have His heart on the shedding of innocent blood. The people going into the mill have hurting hearts and need help. You and I

(the church) are called to reach out in ministry to them with help that is Christ-centered. "Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have." 1 Peter 3:15.  Judgment begins in the house of God (1 Peter 4:17). God is calling His church to repent over the shedding of innocent blood.

There were eight deathscorts present including five "Wescorts".

Officer Goulden was on duty for the mill. We had two cop cars present also. We must be doing something right that the killing center needs to call the police? Three clergy (Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, Rev. Bulkley) were representing the leaders in the local church. Abortionist Blumenfeld went in the back door at 9:40 am. Carmen was able to pray with one of the moms. "We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the
knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." 2 Cor. 10:5

Eleven moms came to abort. Three turned away. Two changed their minds. Six precious babies were left to die.

All I can say is that I am so glad "OUR REDEEMER LIVES"!

John 20:9 "For as yet they did not know (understand) the statement of Scripture that He must rise again from the dead." Psalm 16:10 "For You will not abandon me to Sheol (the place of the dead), neither will You suffer Your Holy One to see corruption."

Happy Resurrection Sunday to all!

Love in Christ,
Marilyn Carroll



April 10, 2001

BRIDGEPORT MILL WILL BE OPEN THIS GOOD FRIDAY

Today over 50 Christians lived out their faith on the streets.

We had a large group of students from CHS. Rev. Bulkley, Pastor Miller, and Fr. Smith were all there to represent the local clergy.

The prayer service was for families of aborted babies. There was a baby coffin, which Rev. Bulkley made and a symbolic infant that was consecrated unto the Lord. Father Bill set up an alter and led the prayer and scripture service. Worship songs were lifted unto our Lord as a sweet savor unto His nostrils.

Twelve moms came and one left. There were nine "deathscorts" which included five "Wescorts". There was one woman escort with a white hat that continually pushed and shoved the sidewalk counselors. Nancy got it all on video.
Abortionist Shubb entered the death camp at 9:20 a.m. covering his face again with a baseball cap. SHAME! Edgar Perez (#1) was the officer on duty for the mill. There were seven police officers and at least three cop cars blocking off the street in front of the killing center. It was quite a different day.

The schedule at the abortion mill was changed again, probably due to changed appointments from today. We believe the service today caused some to leave and reschedule. Pray that some will not come back. Patients were possibly contacted and changed their appointments to Friday. We know that as of today they are planning to be open this Friday. I am sorry
for the mixed messages but there seems to be confusion in the enemy's camp! We can face tomorrow because we know our redeemer lives! (Job 19:25) Please come and be salt and light at the very gates of hell in Bridgeport. We are believing God that one day abortion will be unavailable, illegal, and unthinkable! May God hasten that day!

Your Sister in Christ,
Marilyn Carroll



April 6, 2001

There were about 40 prolifers out on the streets praying today. Thirteen moms came to have second trimester abortions. Two turned away. We believe eleven precious babies were left to die. Abortionist Blumenfeld entered the killing center around 9:35 am. Officer Barnum and Sergeant Leonzi were present. Donald was on video for the the prodeath side. There were eleven "deathscorts" including four "Wescorts". Father Markey, Pastor Dave and Father Smith represented the clergy of our local churches. Some CHS students came before school to pray with one of their teachers. "Behold, I have given you authority to tread upon serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall injure you." Luke 10:19

As of today, Tuesday is the only killing day for next week. There will be a Holy Week prayer intercession for the families that have had abortions and a symbolic consecration of the body of an aborted child in a coffin. This will be led by Rev. William Bulkley of All Saints Church in Bridgeport on Tuesday at 7 a.m. sharp. Please announce this to your congregations and friends. We are believing that many babies will be saved and moms will come to the Lord through this effort. It will probably be busy Tuesday because it is the only day they are taking appointments next week.

A civilization is not destroyed because of the wickedness of unbelievers, but because of the carnality of Christians. Genesis 18:32 shows us God's willingness to spare Sodom if only ten righteous were in it. This is why Christians are so important to what happens in our land.

John Paul II "The moral gravity of procured abortion is apparent in all its truth if we recognize that we are dealing with murder ... The one eliminated is a human being at the very beginning of life. No one more innocent could ever be imagined. In no way could this human being ever be considered an aggressor, much less an unjust aggressor. He or she is weak, defenseless, even to the point of lacking that minimal form of defense consisting in the poignant power of a newborn baby's cries and tears. The unborn child is totally entrusted to the protection and care of the woman carrying him or her in the womb. And yet sometimes it is precisely the mother herself who makes the decision and asks for the child to be eliminated, and who then goes about having it done." Gospel of Life #58

Come stand with us at the very "gates of hell" until the killing stops. "For He delivered us from the domain of darkness, and transferred us to the kingdom of His beloved Son." Colossians 1:13

For the King of Kings,
Marilyn Carroll



April 3, 2001

There were close to 50 prolifers on the streets this morning to take a stand for the innocent babies sentenced to die. Fifteen CHS students came out to pray before their school day. Father Smith was there to represent the clergy of our local churches. Eleven moms came to abort and thanks be to God - two changed their minds.

The first one came early before the doors were even open. She heard the message and saw the prayer warriors. She cried and decided not to go in and to keep her baby! The second change was a couple that came around 8:15 a.m. They parked on the street in front of the old P.I.C. building next door. The father was so mad that he threw his meter quarters at Carmen and said "you're making this very difficult." The mom was very quiet and put her head down. They went into the mill and the dad came out. Carmen tried to give him an A.R.C. business card with the 800 number for emotional, legal or medical help. He told Carmen they could not afford the baby. Carmen told him that she would take their baby. He then said "sure, if your daughter was raped, you'd bring her here for an abortion." Carmen then answered "no, two wrongs don't make a right." He called Carmen a liar and slammed his car door. He took off but then came back around 9 a.m. Both Mom and Dad came out of the mill smiling. Carmen asked them "Did you change your mind?"  "Yes", they said. "Do you need help?" Carmen offered. "No, we'll be fine." and off they went happily. PTL!

Officer Edgar Perez (#1) was annoyed today. The manager kept telling him what to do, including keep the people moving. He is only here every Tuesday and knows the law quite well. She also told him they were going to be open on GOOD FRIDAY and how busy it was going to be!  There were eight "deathscorts" (including four Wescorts) trying to combat the efforts of the sidewalk counselors to persuade moms to keep their babies and not kill them. Abortionist Shubb went into the death camp at 9:20 a.m. Donald and Will were on video. We can always use more videographers and camcorders to capture the events of the morning. We cannot depend on one person to do it all. Please contact us if you can help. "Who will rise up for Me against the evildoers? Or who will stand up for Me against the workers of iniquity?'" Psalm 94:16

Please join us every Friday and Tuesday from 7 a.m. and on until the killing stops. We need prayer support, sidewalk counselors, praise and worshippers, and musicians. We have church on the street. Thank you for seeking and seeing the heart of God for the lost - the babies, the mothers, the fathers. This is why you go to a place that is uncomfortable. That is why you put aside your own dreams and cares to follow God's plan. If you do this for any other reason you will burn out. Your rewards will be few in this life but great in Heaven. Either you do this for love or you will fall out of the battle. God sees all the consistent people that come out. You have the heart of God for the unborn and their mothers. You see them not as the world sees them but as God sees them. You have the heart of the Father when times get tough. It is a heart thing. "See to it that you complete the work you have received in the Lord." Col. 4:17

God Bless All You Do,
Marilyn Carroll



March 30, 2001

Thirteen babies saved in March.

There were 45 prolifers out in the cold wind and rain today to stand in the gap for the babies that were sentenced to die. This included twenty youth and four clergy (Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, Pastor Dave and Pastor Miller). Patricia was complaining again about Fr. Markey to Officer Garcia (#513). She also didn't like it when Cory spoke with one of the dads and he took all the literature. Cory prayed with the dad for the mom to change her mind. The officer came and just stood behind them. The policeman was confused about the rules in front of the mill. He did not like being there.

Twenty-four moms went in to abort and three turned away. This left twenty-one precious babies to die. "I let them become defiled through their gifts—the sacrifice of every firstborn—that I might fill them with horror so they would know that I am the LORD." Ezekial 20:26 Abortionist Shubb went in around 9:20 a.m. instead of Blumenfeld. One or two of the owners were there today (Nina and her mom ?). Donald was on video for them.

It is of no surprise that James Kopp was a lead story in the media last night (one day after the federal court threw out a $109 million verdict against prolife activists). The enemy is mad. Abortions are down since 1990 forty per cent. Ever since pro-abort president Clinton inhabited the White House the number of abortion mills is down forty-per cent. The number of abortionists is down almost 40%, too. (Life Dynamics Inc.)  These results are obviously not from a change in legislation, but from simple Christians living out their faith on the streets. James Kopp is a human tool the enemy is using to try to intimidate Christians off the street. SHAME. But we know that truth always wins in the end. Your loyalty, your faith, and most of all your prayers are moving the hands and heart of God. We are God's ambassadors of truth. "I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh to the Father but by me." John 4:16

We need prayer support, sidewalk counselors, praise and worshippers and musicians. We need material support (size six diapers and wipes). "See to it that you complete the work you have received in the Lord." Col. 4:17

Come to the very gates of hell every Tuesday and Friday morning from 7 a.m.-  until the killing stops.

For Him,
Marilyn Carroll



March 27, 2001

There were 45 prolifers on the streets (including 17 CHS students). Father Smith was there to represent the clergy. There were 13 deathscorts (the "Wescorts" are back). Edgar Perez (#1) was on police duty for the killing center. Donald and Will were on video. Abortionist Chubbs went in about 9:30 a.m.  “But your iniquities have separated between you and your God...For your hands are defiled with blood, and your fingers with iniquity...none calleth for justice, nor any pleadeth for truth...and the LORD saw it, and it displeased Him that there was no judgment.  According to their deeds, accordingly He will repay.”  --Isaiah 59:2-4, 15, 18

Twenty-four moms went into the center. Three changed their minds and six turned-away, hopefully never to return. This left 15 babies to die. This is a description of how these children feel by a sister prolifer (Karen):

She rolled over, trying to get comfortable.  It was hard--after all, she had never been cold before.  The coldness seemed to kind of settle in her bones. She simply couldn't keep warm. And then she felt it.  A searing pain.  Her arm--being yanked this way and that.  She tried to pull her arm away, but then...it wasn’t there any more. Only gross, sticky stuff running down her back.  Oooh, it felt awfuLLLLLLL!!!! Something grabbed her leg.  She tried to kick it away and heard a weird ripping sound and then...she couldn’t kick anymore.  Simply felt more of that wet ooze. Her head began to hurt--kind of a throbbing pain.  She could not think very clearly...and now something had a hold on her other arm.  She did a back flip to get away from that something. It worked.  The thing was gone.  Her pounding heart was slowly steadying. Maybe she could relax now. BUT THERE IT WAS AGAIN!!!  She did not have the strength to pull away. Now she could feel the liquid gushing all over her..instead of feeling her arm. What WAS this terrible thing?  She had never known such PAIN LIKE THIS BEFORE!!!  Oh, if only it would let go of her left leg.  She mustered all her strength and made a great t-w-i-s-t.  Now only her foot was being pulled on.  She tried to wiggle her toes...but she could not feel them anymore. She curled up tightly...with what was left of her to curl up.  And then she  felt an giant tug, and there was no more leg...no more anything to curl up...only this yukky fluid drowning her. When would her headache stop?  It was getting worse.  Much worse.  And much,  MUCH WORSE!  That nasty thing started to crush her head. She screamed.  And gagged on that sticky, wet stuff...

Most of you are saying "how gross!", yes I agree, this is an act so gross, we should not be allowing it in our nation.

“Inasmuch as you have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, you have done it unto Me. --Jesus

We, the Christians, must take a stand for righteousness. We are the standard bearers in our community. Hope to see you all at the very "gates of hell" every Friday and Tuesday morning, 7 am, until the killing stops! "If you do not oppress the alien, the fatherless or the widow and do not shed innocent blood in this place, and if you do not follow other gods to your own harm, then I will let you live in this place."- Jeremiah 7:6

With Prayers for Life,
Marilyn Carroll



March 23, 2001

There were 25 prolifers out on the streets today. We missed the CHS students today (they were not around because they had no school). We had Kelly's "Land's End" gang with us. We will really miss the presence of these precious children when they move. A memory of them will forever be in our hearts as they represented life to those who saw them in front of the killing center.

Twelve "deathscorts" were out today to combat the efforts of God's servants. "Who will rise up for me against the evildoers? Or who will stand for Me against the workers of iniquity?" Psalm 94:16
Counselors tried to reach out to the lost and the needy. Betsy (one of the "deathscorts") told a client who was politely talking to Carmen that she didn't have to be so nice to her. After that, this mom changed her whole demeanor and started yelling at Carmen. Betsy was gloating, but justice will be done in the end. One of the rosary ladies had a conversation with another "deathscort" (L.). This pro-abort told the prolifer that she had an abortion and there was no one there for her at the time. This "deathscort" also said that she did not believe in God. The prayer warrior then asked her if she ever thought about her baby. Her eyes filled with tears. The lady said to her, "it's o.k. to cry". The "deathscort" hardened her heart and said "I am not crying, it's from the wind in my eyes." All of these abortion providers need our fervent prayers.

"Those who deny freedom to others deserve it not for themselves, and under a just God, cannot long retain it." Abraham Lincoln

One of the male escorts elbowed me to move himself between the client and my body. "Don't be surprised if the world hates you." 1 John 3:13 
The clinic volunteers seem to think the escorts have privilege over us. The police seem to favor them because they are hired by the mill and are given instructions from them. This is another reason we need real Christian men at the death camp. Mr. H and Will were on video. There were two clergy (Fr. Markey and Pastor Dave) to represent the leadership of our local churches. Fr. Markey approached a couple in the midst of the taunts of a male "deathscort". As soon as the young lady saw his collar and recognized that he was a priest, she burst out in tears. Father Markey can be very effective with the Catholic moms.

One of the moms that changed her mind did not even go into the mill. Ray talked to the dad. The "deathscorts" told the dad that we don't help them. Pat told them that we are out there to hurt them. Anna spoke to them and they were upset. They took all the resource information and said they needed time in the car to talk alone. While they conversed Christians stood in the gap and prayed. God heard their prayers and the couple changed their minds and decided to keep their baby. Praise be to God.

Another mom, Demati, who is eight weeks pregnant, changed her mind. She gave Tiffany her phone number to keep in touch. Demati's baby is a little more than an inch long. Everything is now present in this baby that will be found in a fully developed adult. The little one's heart has been beating for a little over a month. An infant's this age has a stomach that produces digestive juices and kidneys that have just begun to function. Forty muscle sets are beginning to operate in its tiny nervous system. His or her body responds to touch. This is all a wonder of God's creative expertise.

Eighteen women came to abort their children on this second trimester day. Two changed their minds and two turned away.   Abortionist Blumenfeld went in the door at 9:40 a.m. Fourteen babies were left to die. Tiffany and Jill were there to minister to moms after the horrendous procedures. Four of the moms of dead babies took the information to receive post abortion counseling. Like Oscar Schindler cried for all the Jews he did not save during the Nazi Holocaust, it breaks our hearts, too and makes us cry to think of all the precious little ones that are now dead because we were not able to save them. Maybe if we tried harder, prayed harder, got there earlier, stayed there later, or said something different to the moms, maybe, just maybe more babies would have been saved. Maybe if we all got out of our comfort zones and laid down our lives so others might live, maybe this horrible killing center would close down. If we believe abortion is murder, we must act like it's murder. Please come every Tuesday and Friday morning (7 a.m. and on) until the killing stops. God is looking for the repentance and obedience of Christians in America. God's condition in 2 Chronicles 7:14 for national healing is not  evangelization of the lost, but rather, THE REPENTANCE AND OBEDIENCE OF CHRISTIANS. If Christians will take Jesus to the very gates of hell (Psalm 24:7-10), even the "gates of hell" will not prevail against His church.

For the Least of These,
Marilyn Carroll



March 20, 2001

There were over 40 prayer warriors, sign bearers, and counselors out to pray today. It was a beautiful sunny first day of Spring. The sad part is that the babies that were killed at 211 Middle Street will never experience the beauty of Spring and all of God's creation. There were eleven CHS students that came out to pray with their teacher, Kevin, before school. In 2 Chronicles 7:14 the Lord tells us to humble ourselves and pray, to seek His face and turn from our wicked ways, then He will hear from Heaven, forgive our sin and heal our land. He is talking to us, the Church. Since the church has not repented, abortion continues. Pray for Carmen and I as we try to reach out to some Bridgeport pastors tomorrow with the message of "bloodguiltiness". Rev. 3:17-20 is directed to us: "You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see. Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me."

Edgar Perez (#1) was on police duty at the door. Mr. H was on video for them.  There were eight "deathscorts" volunteering for the mill. Their main job is to keep the clients going in from hearing the gospel and the truth about abortion. We had two clergy (Pastor Miller and Father Smith) to represent the leadership of the local church. "The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing." Edmund Burke

One mom came in a car and watched from the parking lot. She changed her mind and left, PTL! Ten moms went in the mill. One of these mom's drivers told us that we needed Jesus. "What if she was raped?" she blurted out at us. I told her it did not matter, the baby was innocent and did not deserve to die for the father's sin. Four moms turned away today. PTL!  One of the moms that changed her mind last Tuesday (Minerva) returned on Friday because of an abusive home situation. Carmen spoke to her and she left again. Please pray for Minerva. On Sunday one of the moms, Alma, received salvation! She is learning that fulfillment and peace are not from outer gains. Instead, it is the overflow of an internal, intimate relationship with Jesus Christ! Another one of our girls, Maritza, was at our church Sunday night with Teen Challenge. God is doing a work in her, too! PTL!

Abortionist Shubb entered the mill around 9:23 am. I asked him why he was covering his face, he said so us "jerks" couldn't see him. Like we really can't see who he is? I wonder who the "jerks" will be on judgment day? There is a God and He knows. Six babies were left to die! "Even so it is NOT the will of your Father which is in heaven, that ONE of these LITTLE ONES should perish" Matthew 18:14. It is God's will that we who follow Him will help these darling helpless children to be protected from evil people who would destroy them. SHAME on American parents that we have to beg them not to kill their children! SHAME on the church of Jesus Christ  that we have to beg you to rescue these children from slaughter! Proverbs 24:10-12" If you falter in times of trouble, how small is your strength! Rescue those being led away to death; hold back those staggering toward slaughter. If you say, “But we knew nothing about this,” does not he who weighs the heart perceive it? Does not he who guards your life know it? Will he not repay each person according to what he has done?"

Serving the King of Kings,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



March 16, 2001

Alarm Sounds In Bridgeport

Joel 2:1,2 "Blow the trumpet... sound the alarm on my holy hill. Let all who live in the land tremble, for the day of the LORD is coming. It is close at hand... a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and blackness. Like dawn spreading across the mountains  a large and mighty army comes, such as never was of old  nor ever will be in ages to come."

An alarm went off at the mill from around 7 - 7:20 a.m. About five moms were were waiting in their cars. Father Markey spoke to a couple in spite of the taunts he was receiving from a male deathscort. The deathscort almost punched him. 2 Chronicles 13:12 "God is with us; he is our leader. His priests with their trumpets will sound the battle cry against you..do not fight against the LORD, the God of your fathers, for you will not succeed." The couple changed their minds. Well done, Fr. Markey! The enemies of God lost another chance to shed innocent blood.

We had over fifty prolifers praying early on the streets in front of the death camp (7-8 a.m.). This included eighteen C.H.S. students and their teacher, Mr. Dudics. We also had three clergy to rightly represent the leadership of the Church (Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, and Pastor Dave). The Littauer gang, which consists of six children and one in Mommy's womb came later to show everyone how precious little children really are! The police sergeant in charge of overtime (Leonzi) was there to observe. I heard he is prolife but must remain "neutral" on the job. He noticed the mill's cellar door built into the public sidewalk was all rotten and a safety hazard.

Jeremiah 4: 13-20 "Woe to us! We are ruined! ...wash the evil from your heart and be saved. How long will you harbor wicked thoughts? A voice is announcing... proclaiming disaster from the hills..." Tell this to the nations... "A besieging army is coming from a distant land, raising a war cry against the cities... They surround her like men guarding a field, because you have rebelled against me," declares the LORD. Your own conduct and actions have brought this upon you. This is your punishment. How bitter it is! How it pierces to the heart! Oh, my anguish, my anguish! I write in pain. Oh, the agony of my heart! My heart pounds within me, I cannot keep silent. For I have heard the sound of the trumpet; I have heard the battle cry. Disaster follows disaster; the whole land lies in ruins."

Sixteen moms came to hire the abortion providers to kill their children. One of them had a license plate that said Jesus Christ is the Answer! What does this say about "so-called" Christians? Abortionist Blumenfeld entered the killing center at 9:50 a.m. There were nine deathscorts (no Wescorts - they must be on spring break). Pat (head deathscort) and Don Hendrickson (her videographer husband) were back from their yearly vacation. Pat was threatening Carmen with another lawsuit (get ready A.F.A.). They just dislike Carmen so much because she is such an effective bi-lingual counselor!

Carmen spoke to one of the dads around the corner after he left the center. Tiffany was nearby interceding for them. He told Carmen they were both in college and could not afford a baby. Carmen counseled him and told him abortion is murder. After a lengthy conversation he decided to go into the mill and get his child and his woman out! They left! Another mom changed her mind and took off in a taxi in front of the Summit. A blonde short deathscort was laughing at the sign Wayne holds ("Abortion Causes Breast Cancer"). She said we are "uneducated jerks". I don't see anything funny about having breast cancer. I guess she hasn't done her unbiased research on the subject.  Betsy (another deathscort) couldn't stand the truth any more from Tiffany so she left after 10 a.m. with Patricia. P.T.L! Tiffany stayed there until 11:30 a.m. to minister the gospel to the moms after the abortions. We need someone else to do post abortive counseling with Tiffany. We will train you. Contact us.

Numbers 10: 5-9 "When a trumpet blast is sounded... the blast will be a sound for setting out. To gather the assembly, blow the trumpets ... the priests, are to blow the trumpets... When you go into battle in your own land against an enemy who is oppressing you, sound a blast on the trumpets. Then you will be remembered by the LORD your God and rescued from your enemies."

In the Battle for Life,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



March 13, 2001

Fifteen Dead Babies

There were twenty three prolifers on the rainy streets praying early this morning. This includes CHS students and two clergy (Fr. Smith and Pstr. Randy). We were glad to have Dagney back counseling.Most left early for school leaving Carmen, Stan, and myself on the desolate roadway. There were five deathscorts (the older gang, no "Wescorts" today). Edgar Perez (#1) was presiding officer for the mill. Due to the problem we had last Friday, the new overtime sergeant will be coming to observe. Will was on video today for us and the deathscorts did not have a videographer. Twenty moms came to abort. Two of those couples (both Mexican) did not even go in after Carmen spoke with them in Spanish. PTL! Two turned away and three changed their minds. Abortionist Shubb went in at 9:25 a.m. We pleaded with him to stop the killing. "Like a partridge that hatches eggs it did not lay is the man who gains riches by unjust means. When his life is half gone, they will desert him, and in the end he will prove to be a fool." Jer.17:11

One of the couples, Arthur and Clena, told us they were Catholic. They had pulled into the parking lot around 7:45 a.m. Carmen and Dagney approached their car along with the deathscorts while we were counseling on the other side. Carmen suggested adoption rather than abortion. They said "no way". Clena is sixteen weeks pregnant.  Carmen prayed with them and told them about the abortionists here and about the botched abortion in September. We gave them a video to take home that actually shows an abortion. We also gave them photographs of the baby at sixteen weeks. The mother is showing. This four month baby is about ten inches in length and weighs at least half a pound. This baby's ears function and hears quite a bit. He or she probably heard us talking to it's parents. I hope we get to see this baby born, we gave the parents a card to come to church and our business card with our home phone. We also gave them literature to the local CPC Hopeline. They changed their minds and did not go in the killing center!

Another mom that changed her mind was Miriam. She is Catholic also, twenty-seven years old and twelve weeks pregnant. Carmen got to share scripture with her about accountability to the Lord and prayed with her. She came alone. The baby in her womb sleeps, awakens, exercises, turns it's head, curls it's toes, opens and closes it's mouth. If we had the chance to stroke her baby's palm, it would make a tight fist. Miriam said she was going right to her gynecologist when she got off the bus today.

Another Mexican couple drove slowly by the mill. They drove around the corner and parked. Carmen walked around the block to their car and had the opportunity to talk to them. She gave them all the informative literature and they changed their minds and left! Thank you, Jesus, for all these babies saved! Thank you for using Carmen as your vessel.

Remember it was less than thirty years ago that abortion was branded an abominable crime by most states, and considered a moral evil by most people. In addition to the unborn child, others have been considered non-person status under the law. Blacks suffered under the inhuman but constitutional yoke of slavery and Jews in Hitler's Nazi Germany were herded under deportation orders to the gas fumes of death camps. It is a glory to our nation's history that William Lloyd Garrison and other abolitionists were free to vigorously express their convictions that slavery was a grave moral wrong.

There was as baby saved in New Haven because of signs! We got a report today from one of the sidewalk counselors that a baby was saved Friday at 911 State St. because of our sign of the baby's head:

For the Future of our Churches, our Families, and our Children,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



March 9, 2001

We had another blustery wet morning in front of Connecticut's "busiest" abortion center. There were 30 prolifers on site praying early in the morning (7 a.m.) before work and school. Their heartfelt prayers were to stop abortion, one life at a time. Believers prayed for the children and the mothers seeking abortion. We had two clergy (Fr. Smith and Fr. Markey), CHS students and the Littauer tribe of six children (and one in mom's tummy).

There were twelve deathscorts (including five Wesleyan students). We had Will on video and they had a blonde woman deathscort on camera for them. Fr. Markey alerted me to go across the street while we were in a circle of prayer at the corner. I rushed over to counsel a mom coming towards the mill from the post office parking lot. When we were crossing the street I was walking right beside her. One of the deathscorts rushed up, elbowed me and pushed between us. I called for the officer and our videographer because of what she was doing to me. Of course the cop missed the whole incident and started screaming at me and told me he was warning me of arrest. He said that he'd been watching me all morning and that I was a trouble maker (I had just gotten there five minutes earlier). I tried to explain to him what really happened. He would not listen, so I just walked away. Later on in the morning the same Officer Barnum (#92) told Carmen to get away from a car in front of the mill after a man had dropped off a woman. It was plain to see that the abortion providers poisoned his mind against us. Unfortunately seventeen moms went in to kill, only one turned away. We couldn't even get near her when she left, the deathscorts surrounded her. This means that sixteen babies were left to die an excruciating death of dismemberment!

"When the enemy shall come in like a flood the Spirit of the Lord shall lift up a standard against him" Isaiah 59:19 When we are out on the streets we try to recapture the public's attention to expose abortion. This is why signs are very useful. It helps to create the momentum to end this holocaust. For some time this morning it was just Carmen, Stan G. and myself on the streets with twelve deathscorts. It seems like the devil's people are more committed to evil than God's people are committed to doing good. We need more volunteers to train to offer life-giving alternatives to women going in for abortions. This is a life affirming ministry that offers women practical assistance in crisis pregnancies, which makes the difference between life or death. We offer help so that their babies will be born alive.

"The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few." Matthew 9:37.

Abortionist Blumenfeld went in around 10 a.m. Tiffany stayed for post abortion counseling, she got to minister to some women and give out some literature after their abortions. Victims of abortion need a place to go for prayer and spiritual healing. Tiffany can use another person to be with her. Contact us. This would be in the time frame of 9:30 a.m. - 12:30 on Tuesdays and Fridays. We also need size 6 diapers and wipes. Checks can be made out to "Calvary Prolife". Thank you for all you can do!

I know we all get discouraged with the apparent apathy of the church in America. When will righteousness and justice be established at the very "gates" of Hell? When Christians "humble themselves and pray, and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways..." says the Lord! God's prerequisite for healing our land isn't that the lost get saved, but that "My people ... would walk in My ways!" says the Lord (Psalm 81:8-16). It's time for the church to repent or perish; to choose Christ or chaos. Church, it is up to us (Matthew 5:13-16). As the church goes, so goes the nation.

Together in Christ,
Marilyn Carroll <///><



March 2, 2001

There were about 30 prolifers out on the snowy streets today praying for the babies sentenced to die. There were 9 CHS students who came before school with one of their teachers and there were two clergy to represent the leadership of the local churches (Fr. Markey and Pastor Dave). Much prayer is needed as we stand for the decency of life and love of innocent little ones. God can do the unimaginable in solving our dilemmas.

There were 7 deathscorts including 4 Wesleyan students. The officer on duty for the mill was Dennis Martinez (#149). Betsy Wacker was on video for them and we had Will on video for us. Twenty one moms came to have their babies killed.

When people mock God we must remember that nobody gets away with evil acts, even though it may seem that way. God will one day settle the accounts; evildoers will be punished for the suffering they have caused. There were a few Christian counselors that tried to speak up for those who can't speak for themselves. Three turned away, leaving 18 to die.  Just remember that God weeps with those who weep -- His own Son was acquainted with sorrows and grief. He will help us to bear the agony of the world's evil. We can not sacrifice our morals and convictions to please anyone. We know these weaker ones were formed by Almighty God with a wonderful purpose to glorify Him.

Abortionist Blumenfeld went in the back door around 10:30 a.m., probably delayed from Hartford on I91 in the snow. Betsy was in her normal arrogant mood, telling how terrible it is for children to be put in foster homes. I guess she believes it's better to kill them? Michelle, one of the moms we met at the mill, turned around and told her that she was a foster child. Michelle told Betsy she's glad to be alive and it's not where you come from but where you are going. Betsy stood there speechless. You see Michelle knows Jesus now, and her life has meaning and purpose. She is fulfilling the plan the Lord has for her.

Brian reported seeing a medical waste truck later on in the morning at the mill to possibly pick up baby parts. Today is second trimester day when they kill bigger babies than on a Tuesday, which is first trimester day. Church, wake up! By the time the world woke to the truth of the Holocaust, more than 6 million innocent people had been lost -- fathers, mothers, little children, babies -- murdered and incinerated in monster ovens that ran continually around the clock. Today in America, over 40 million have been killed through legal abortion. Can this be the land of the free? When will we rise and put a stop to this abomination? Will it be too late to save America? (Study innocent blood and bloodguilt in your Bible, see me for notes.)

There were some who survived the Nazis because Christians helped them. Some Christians were able to keep hope alive in the darkest periods of the Holocaust. Hope had a face. Corrie ten Boom wrote of her time in a Nazi concention camp, "No matter how deep our darkness, God is deeper still."  We can be that face of hope today for moms and dads that are lost. We can demonstrate tangible help to them. We can help deliver these babies to safety. Let's rescue as many babies and their parents that we can for as long as we have the opportunity. We have the perfect sidewalk counseling set-up on 211 Middle Street. Our chance to save lives and souls may end soon. The Lord needs us to give our sacrificial support in this battle. These families will forever speak of the kindness of God through His people. Your act of mercy can give hope to the hopeless. If you can come early, then come early. If you can stay late, then stay late. We are there from 7 a.m.and on. We fast from sunset Monday to sunset Tuesday. We need to all work together as the body of Christ to make a difference in our community. Only then will revival come." For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, has shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ." 2 Cori. 4:12

The Lord richly bless you!
Sincerely For Him,
Marilyn Carroll



February 27, 2001

Nine babies were saved in February. Three babies were saved today and four turned away, hopefully never to return.

The sad part is that nine precious babies were left to die an excruciating death at the killing chambers on 211 Middle Street. Vinny commented to me that the more people that come out to pray, the less moms go in. I see that the more people praying, the more babies are saved.

There were 45 prolifers (including 17 CHS students &  two clergy: Pastor Randy and Father Smith) out to take a stand against abortion and proclaim the gospel of Jesus Christ. Abortionist Shubb was driven to the door by deathscorts and covered his face with a baseball cap as he entered the door. Edgar Perez (#703) was on private duty for the mill. They had Scott and we had Will on video. There were seven deathscorts including three Wesleyan students. Will captured the foolishness of one of the older women deathscorts who kept blocking us with a huge sign in front of the death camp. Every time we would try to talk to the moms she would put this huge sign up (about 5'x4') to cover us. It's totally ridiculous when they say they are for freedom of choice. They won't even let the moms hear what their choices are. "When consensus rather than principle becomes the most important issue, we are usually in for a heap of trouble. Consensus and process are not safeguards "
Nancy Valko, RN (ethics expert)

Please pray for the two moms that changed their minds.

One was Isabelle, who was 17 weeks pregnant. She came very early around 7 am with the baby's dad. God heard our prayers and drew her out by conviction. She said she knew inside she could not go through it especially knowing how big her baby is. She has two other children. We prayed for her and gave her literature for help available and the local CPC. We gave her our business cards if she needs to call us, and a flyer for a ride to church on Sundays. We also had the opportunity to show her the stages of her baby's development and gave her some growing pictures to take home. We passed on to her the newspaper articles about the lawsuits and the cases against the abortionist and the abortuary.

Other parents that changed their minds were Wendy and Javier. Their baby was 11 weeks old. They were interested in the development of their baby and took the literature, too! We also gave them all the resource info for help needed.

One conversation was with a lady that says she goes to church and it's her friend's choice to kill her baby. We asked her what she thought God would say after He commanded us not to kill. She said it depends on the situation. I see how everyone makes their own rules. On judgment day I think these people will "... shrink back from Him in shame" 1 John 2:28

I would just plead with all Christians to go before our God and beg Him to clear us of this national tragedy. We need to repent for the Church, and then the days of child killing will truly be numbered.

"America needs no words from me to see how your decision in Roe v Wade has deformed a great nation. The so-called right to abortion has pitted mothers against their children and women against men. It has portrayed the greatest gifts - a child - as a competitor, an intrusion, and an inconvenience." Mother Theresa 2/24/95

See you at the very "gates" of Hell.
In His Service,
Marilyn Carroll



February 23, 2001

The death chamber was not open for business, probably due to the snow. We thank God that no baby girls and no baby boys were ground up in suction machines today at the mill on 211 Middle Street. This destructive process of dismemberment was not performed this morning. Police officer Barnum (#32) was on overtime duty for the "Summit" Women's Center. One deathscort showed up but no clients or abortion providers. (Our Will was back on video.)

Al least twenty-three prolifers came out to pray, including three clergy (Fr. Smith, Fr. Markey, and Pastor Dave's whole family).

"For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds; casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalts itself agains the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity for Christ, and having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled." 2 Corinthians 10:4-6

We believe the prayer presence of the saints went up as a sweet savor unto our Lord. We put down our denominational differences and plead before Him together as the Body of Christ. We stand in the midst of a sin sick world for a lost generation at the very "gates" of Hell.

"And I sought a man among them who should build up the wall and stand in the gap before Me for the land, that I should not destroy it, but found none."
Ezekial 22:30

Let us be the ones that God can depend on to be His remnant of justice as we set a standard in our nation. We "re-present" Jesus to the lost. We are His voice, His hands and His feet as we do what we know He would do if He were here in the flesh. When these infants are killed by their caretakers the evil of betrayal is added to the evil of violence. These precious children are betrayed in the worst possible way when they are dismembered upon request of their mothers. Tearing a small child limb from limb is brutal. Parents are turning violently against these young lives that utterly depend on them. Let us, the Church of Jesus Christ be there to stand in the gap for these little ones. When families kill their own helpless sons and daughters it creates a deep wound in the core of our society. Ninety-nine percent of the murders in America are abortions. Abortion is a violence so brutal, a betrayal so profound, a cancer so destructive that it cannot adequately be described by an ordinary word like "murder". Richard Stith, Ph.D., Professor of Law, Valparaiso, Indiana.

Let us all continue.

In the Battle for Life,
Marilyn Carroll <///><



February 20, 2001

Today the rusty rolling door of the killing chambers was open for business by 7 a.m. There were 18 hands and 18 feet from "deathscorts" that rushed 22 moms into the death camp to shed the innocent blood of their sons and their daughters. Ten pairs were Wesleyan students.  My heart was pounding as I tried to plead with these confused clients to spare the lives of their children. I can never get used to this. It really upsets me. I can't believe that in America, we have to plead with moms not to kill their children! I just don't get it. Neither does God. He evens says in Jeremiah three times (7:31,19:5,32:35), that child sacrifice is "a deed so horrible I've never even thought of it", "a thing I never commanded them nor even thought of!" "something I never commanded, and cannot imagine suggesting. What an incredible evil!"

Father Smith was there to represent the clergy and exorcise the demon with his prayer team. I thank God that one mom changed her mind and that three turned away, hopefully never to return to that dreadful, horrible place. The sad part is, from our calculations, 18 innocent defenseless babies were killed. Officer Edgar Perez was guarding the door and Scott was on video for them. The Hendricksons are probably on their yearly trip to the Virgin Islands. We had Ray filling in on video while Will recuperates. Our Sr. Pastor Dave did a teaching Sunday Feb. 11th to challenge the church to action. How many "churchgoers" will be prompted to action by the conviction and courage of their leaders in stopping abortion? "Who will rise up for me against the evildoers? Or who will stand up for me against the workers of iniquity?" Psalm 94:16 Please join use in fervent prayer to end this child sacrifice in our community. "And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God." Micah 6:8

They are open this Friday, February 23rd. Stand with us until not one drop of innocent blood falls to the ground. Meet you at the very "gates" of Hell.

His servant,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



February 16, 2001

Today was a cold day in front of "Connecticut's Busiest" abortion mill. It was cold in more ways than one. The hearts of the abortion providers and the clients are colder than the brisk winter air. Forty prolifers came out to pray before work or school leaving a handful of saints on the barren streets of Bridgeport to minister the gospel to the lost and needy. There were 17 youth and three clergy (Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, Pastor Dave).

Eighteen moms went in to have their second trimester babies killed. These babies are from four to six months in age.

One changed her mind and one turned-away, without us getting a chance to speak to her.

If you used to come to the abortion center and stopped coming or have never come for any reason please come out. We need you here, the babies need you here, the moms need you here. Don't shrink back from the battle. "Do not let this happy trust in the Lord die away, no matter what happens. Remember your reward, You need to keep on patiently doing God's will if you want Him to do for you what He has promised. His coming will not be delayed much longer. And those whose faith has made them good in God's sight must live by faith, trusting Him in everything. Otherwise, if they shrink back, God will have no pleasure in them." Hebrews 10:35-38

I truly believe if a repentive church comes out on the streets with the heart of God, abortion will end in our community. We have seen it done in other states! God will stop the killing here when the heart of His Church feels the pain and hates the killing like He does. Study God's word about innocent blood. We need to be willing to lay down our lives, our comforts, our schedules for others so we can do do His service, like He (JESUS) did for us.

Abortionist M.A. Blumenfeld went into the death camp around 9:50 a.m. He is on probation for five years and cannot practice solo. He has four formal complaints against him for negligence and incompetence. The officer at the door was A. Talavera (#950). Kate was on video for them. There were eleven deathscorts on duty to combat our efforts to reach out to the moms and persuade them not to kill their children. Six of these were young Wesleyan students who we've been informed that they do this for college credits and public service. We were invited to Wesleyan last week for the play one of the students directed. It was called Keely and Du by Jane Martin. We were told this was going to be a "neutral" performance. The eleven Christians that did attend definitely did not think it was neutral. I myself think the play was bizarre! It portrayed Christians and prolifers unrealistically extreme and radical. The best thing that came from our visit was the discussion time afterwards. We got to give our comments and tell the truth about abortion and the gospel. Students came up to us later and told us that they went to the play "prochoice" but are leaving different and that this was the best discussion they have ever been to at their college. PTL! We got to witness to a young lady who had an abortionist uncle that was shot by a sniper in NY. We told her every life is precious in God's eyes and we are totally against violence. PRAY we get to go back.

I hope to join with all of you Bible believing servants on 211 Middle Street this coming Tuesday. We fast weekly from sundown Monday till sundown Tuesday. They are supposedly closed this Friday Feb. 23rd. I pray the Lord will move our nation and our families into profound eternal victories! Those that walk by faith are not affected by the darkness around them. "Arise shine, for thy light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon thee. For behold the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people, but the Lord shall arise upon thee,  and His glory shall be seen upon thee." Isaiah 60:1

For the future,
Marilyn Carroll



February 13, 2001

There were twenty prolifers out on the streets this snowy morning. Nineteen moms came to abort. One changed her mind and two turned away leaving sixteen babies to die! Murder has become the solution for many problems in our society. "Violence has grown into a rod to punish wickedness..." Ezekiel 7:11.

There were ten "deathscorts" mocking God and trying to keep the gospel message of hope from the women. "For we must all stand before Christ to be judged and have our lives laid bare - before him. Each of us will receive whatever he deserves for the good or bad things he has done in his earthly body." 2 Cori. 5:10 We tried whole heartedly to persuade them not to kill their children. Officer Perez (#1) was on door duty and abortionist Shubb showed up for his grizzly work around 9:30 a.m. They had Scott on video, who was adamantly telling the moms not to listen to our "Christian" counsel but to go to Planned Parenthood, if they left. He said PP was unbiased and not religious. What an understatement! We had Ray and John S. filling in on video for us. Father Smith was present to rightly represent the leadership of the church. The couple that left and changed their minds said that their baby was 24 weeks old. We gave them all the resource info and they said they might visit our church.

This whole scenario reminds me of a verses in Malachi 3:14-18 "You have said, It is useless to serve God, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomingly and as if in mourning apparel before the Lord of hosts? And now we consider the proud and the arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test God, they escape (unpunished). Then those who feared the Lord talked often one to another: and the Lord listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Lord and who thought on His name. And they shall be Mine, says the Lord of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him. Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked between him who serves God and him who does not serve him."

Serving the King of Kings,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



Feburary 9, 2001

Today there were 35 prolifers on the streets praying for the children sentenced to die at the Summit Women's Center on 211 Middle Street, Bridgeport. Three clergy represented the local churches including Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, and Pastor Leo. Six CHS teens came on their own because their was no bus driver available this morning. Kelly brought her six lovely children to lighten and brighten the atmosphere. There were ten deathscorts on duty. They are determined to go to any extreme to convince the moms to kill their babies. Officer #32 was on duty and Donald was on video for them. By 8 a.m. most of the people leave to go to work or school. Tiffany and Brian were there later for post abortion counseling (10 am-12 noon).

The blinds are never open at the women's center. They remain defiantly closed, shutting out the morning Son. It's as if they were protecting a deep secret within. Tens of thousands of children have lost their lives at the woman's center. Someone must be there to tell people about the horror at the woman's center. If Christians would exercise their God-given authority, our land would not be plagued with abortion. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory position. "Inasmuch as you have done unto one of the least of these my brethren, you have done unto me." Matt. 24:40

Twenty-six moms came to abort. Two changed their minds.

There were four turn-aways. Anna took one young mom home, she did not even go in. Her name is Tamara. She is a teenager still in school. We referred her to Hopeline CPC. We spoke with her for a long time on the sidewalk while deathscort Scott and a blonde woman deathscort tried to coax her not to listen to us and just go in. They were telling her that having an abortion is safer than childbirth. She called her boyfriend on her cell phone and told him the information we shared with her. We prayed with her before she left with a video and literature to study. PTL!

It appeared to us that twenty children were sacrificed on the alter of convenience.

This could have been a classroom of twenty lively children, their existence snuffed out stone cold this morning, on 211 Middle Street. Were the silent saints in Germany more responsible than the silent saints in America? All believers are called to defend innocent life. We all have to answer to the God who hears their cry rising from the blood-soaked ground of our nation.

"They will not even have compassion on the fruit of the womb; their eye shall not spare children." Isaiah 13:18

Please come out and join us on the streets every Tuesday and Friday morning starting at 7 a.m. Tell everyone that you know. You don't have to be a professional to do this. After all, look at the twelve apostles that Jesus picked to walk with him. God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called. Please pray for this Bridgeport inner city outreach.

For Him,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



February 6, 2001

No babies were killed in Bridgeport today! PTL! There was a snowstorm that dumped a foot and a half of snow in CT. The clinic custodian opened the gates and a few deathscorts shoveled the walkway before they left. All the nine abortion-bound clients that did show up were sent home. We had a peaceful chance to talk to them and give out lots of literature and tapes. Mr. H. and Will were still present to video. No police officer, no abortionist, PTL!

There were at least ten saints on the streets praying. We need to continue in prayer that the moms do not return and that God would "turn the hearts of the fathers to the children" Malachi 4:6.

And ... to beseech God to end abortion in Bridgeport!" (Matt. 16:18) Hope to see you all Friday at the "gates". We need prayer supporters here on site and at home if you can't come. We need sidewalk counselors for the moms before and after the abortions. We need on site praise and worshippers and musicians. Let's have church on the streets and watch God show up!

Your friend,
Marilyn Carroll



February 2, 2001

There were over 30 prolifers present to stand in the gap for the little babies sentenced to die (including CHS students that come before school). Three clergy (Fr. Markey, Fr. Smith, Pastor Miller) were there to represent the leadership of our local churches. (There are sixty-six churches in Bridgeport alone.) Eleven deathscorts were on duty with Officer #935 to see that women were not hindered from their so called "legal right" to kill their children. Will was on video for us. Nineteen moms went in to kill.

One changed her mind and three turned away - leaving fifteen precious babies to die!

Woe to us, the Church of Jesus Christ, that we continue to allow this barbaric slaughter of innocent children. Until the heart of the church changes there will never be an end to this holocaust. Until we grieve and repent for our complacency of child sacrifice and take action, our mills will not close. "Since you did not hate bloodshed, bloodshed will follow you. " Ezekial 35:6

Are you doing everything in the power of our God to stand for His "image-bearers" at the very gates of Hell. Are there any of us who can truly say they don't know where and when abortions are taking place in their very own community? The silence of the church gives consent. Almighty God's Church is full of cowards. He who does not prevent what he can prevent is guilty of the crime.

In 2 Kings, we read how King Manassah sacrificed his very own son and other innocent blood. Israel was like America and had the false sense that God's delay in judgment meant God's approval. Nothing is further from the truth. We hear testimonies of clinics closing all over our nation when the Church of Jesus Christ has His heart on this abomination (Proverbs 6:16). God could close our clinic in a second if He wanted to. Maybe our hearts are not right with Him. God wants holiness in His Church. He wants us to hate sin like He hates sin. The world has permeated the church. Judgment begins in the house of God. (2 Chronicles 7:14) We need to turn from our wicked ways.

The church has become like King David and decided to stay home during the battle. Through idleness and boredom, David got into fornication, murder, lying and all kinds of sin. If we were busy in the battle we would not have time for all the sin that is in the church. Idleness is the devil's workshop. Do you really think we can have revival in our community and not bring down the "highplace" (Read Leviticus 20:1-5) ? I don't think so. Until we uphold His law and repent we will never have revival.


Matthew 2:18 “A voice is heard in Ramah,
 weeping and great mourning,
 Rachel weeping for her children
 and refusing to be comforted,
 because they are no more.”

My prayer is that every pastor and every Christian will literally hear the cries of those babies from the ground and wake up to do what God has called us to. I encourage every person reading this report to go to every pastor and every church they know and bring them the true biblical message of blood guiltiness and innocent blood. We need to stop soft peddling the gospel, God's Law had only one word for those who shed innocent blood - death!

A Radical Follower of Jesus,
Marilyn Carroll <*)))><



January 30, 2001

Fifteen babies were saved in the month of January, 2001. PTL!

Today, we had over 30 prolifers out on the streets of Bridgeport interceding for the precious little ones that were sentenced to die. The faithful CHS teens were out before school, standing in the gap for their little brothers and sisters. Fr. Smith was there also, to represent the clergy of our local churches. "It cannot be business as usual in our churches, for what makes us holy is obeying God, not talking about Him. We must set forth the end of the merciless killing of God's innocents by charging all present to fight for the rights of the unborn babies - We have our citizenship in Heaven. If we separate God (Church) and State, then the State will collapse." Fr. Pavone at Christian Coalition

Eighteen moms went in to abort their sons and daughters. Officer Perez (#705) was on police duty at the door hired by the abortuary. Donald and Will were on video. The "deathscorts" were maintaining their normal behavior as they tried desperately to block our message of hope. Four moms turned away  and decided to leave the killing center. Pray that the Holy Spirit gives them eyes to see and ears to hear what our Lord is saying to them. We gave out a lot of literature. Abortionist Shubb went in around 9:30 a.m. We believe their were fourteen beautiful little babies left inside to die!

I want to encourage you all to join us Tuesdays and Fridays as we go out to pray and reach out to the lost. "He has sent me to bring good news to the poor, to bind up hearts that are broken." Isaiah 61:1  We cherish every life the Lord has created and we can never overestimate the importance of our presence in front of that death camp. Our Lord enables us to defend His most innocent babies in the womb.

Yours in the Lord of Life,
Marilyn Carroll



January 26, 2001

There were twenty prolifers out today on the streets of Bridgeport (including some CHS students and Fr. Markey).

Twenty moms went in to abort.

It was a little rough for Carmen and I to get to all of them, we did not have enough counselors.

"When you feel you cannot continue in your position for another minute, and all that is in human power has been done, that is the moment when the enemy is most exhausted, and when one step forward will give you the fruits of the struggle you have borne." Winston Churchill
He also said "you ask, "what is our aim?" I can answer in one word: Victory -- victory at all costs, victory in spite